Why... helloooo there, gang!
The WoundedPuppy makes a comeback.
The last time I would have been here would have been September 2016. At that time, I was posting under the name Diana as I had lost access to my WoundedPuppy account due to inactivity and forgetting my passwords. I don't remember exactly what brought me to the forum the other night, but I think it was curiosity of whether the board was still active. Then I saw this post.
The reasons I left this board are numerous. I found that the video clips were just making me frustrated because they lacked the intimacy of being with a crying man in real life. Reading other people's observations did the same thing. I would have loved to have met a guy on these boards who was from my area who would like to be crying buddies with me, but it didn't happen. So I moved on. We are very few in number and spread out across the world.
It turned out to be a good move. My frustration ceased after that. I didn't even really think about crying much anymore. And I was CRAVING it before -- like a drug addict, basically!! Well, I never thought I would say this, but enough time has passed now that I suppose I almost miss that drug addict feeling. Not the frustration part of it, but the THRILL of wanting something THAT badly... the RUSH of emotions... the feeling alive and motivated! I'm almost wondering... half wondering... if I should use this opportunity to stir that energy up again. Frustrating as it may have been, stoking my desire for tears by fantasizing about it did pump some life into me... I just didn't know how to channel that energy properly at the time...
If I do return to these boards, I will avoid the video clips and observations sections (I was basically already doing so during the Diana phase, I think) and my focus will be on fiction and general discussion. I wish the very best for everyone in their observations, of course, but reading them can leave me feeling nauseous because I want SO BAD what someone else has. SO bad. The jealousy is insane. I do not want to become a jealous person!!
Welp, it's my usual long response, so I'll sign off now... but in short, no, there was never any therapy to help me get rid of my fetish or anything like that. I don't want to get rid of it entirely, I just wish there were PLACES set up for us in the world. Crying clubs! If you're into BDSM, there's clubs in my area, but it's nudity and everything... too much for me to handle! I just want a guy with clothes on to cry with me. No sex, just crying and cuddles. How hard could it be, right? Much, much harder than you'd think. I don't even know who I could pay to do it.
Last edited by woundedpuppy (April 27, 2017 6:49 am)