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April 15, 2019 1:44 am  #1


I'm nervous

Hi everyone. Some of you might know me. I've been mentioned here before. I used to have the YouTube channel ABC ABC a few years ago (which I had to delete because my parents found out and forced me to delete it, that's why I disappeared lol). But I moved out of home recently and I finally decided to join this forum. You can call me Johnston Walker (not my real name, it's based on former Irish cricketer Trent Johnston and Paul Walker), and yes, I'm the owner of the Tik Tok account by the same name, which has also been mentioned here before. So, here's a little about me. I'm a male, still a teenager (turning 18 soon). I've liked female tears since forever and I've been watching crying videos online for about 6 years, and I've known about this forum for almost as long (but didn't want to join as I was too young). I've finally decided to join but I'm still nervous, but I know you guys are nice. I'm especially a fan of TorNorth, Amans lacrimae, reptongeek, truffle and more recently SparklingEyes. I was also a fan of TearsOnCheeks before he disappeared (he's the one that found my Tik Tok account, I think lol). I love unchecked tears running down the face. I can also bring tears to my eyes easily (and I even posted some close ups of my tears on Tik Tok when I first joined, but deleted them because I got freaked out when I was mentioned here). Right now, I don't have any playlists with crying videos (I stopped creating playlists because I almost got caught a second time by my parents when I accidentally left my fake account logged in). But I still know of several good videos with a lot of tears which I hope to share soon once I can post links (so, forgive me if I randomly respond to discussions lol). I'm sorry if this is incoherent and feels like a rant. I'm just excited and nervous at the same time, that's all.

 

April 15, 2019 3:43 am  #2


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Hello, JohnstonWalker! Welcome to the forum! It's good to have you. There's no need to be nervous, we're very friendly. I remember your Tik Tok account, I was a huge fan and then suddenly it said your account was private. If you don't want to make your account public, I understand. I personally have a private account, and I have my reasons and I'm not willing to share it on here (I'll still download my favorite videos and post them on YouTube). Please do check out the Tik Tok videos I've posted in the videos section. You've probably seen them all anyway, but do check it out.

And I also like unchecked tears (though tear filled eyes are still my number 1). And it's interesting that you can bring tears to your eyes easily. My crush during my school days was so good at it. Technically, I should be able to bring tears to my eyes easily as well, because my eyes are very sensitive. Are yours sensitive as well?

And it sounds dreadful being found out by your parents. I can't imagine that. But it's good that you have more freedom now. There's no need to freak out or share anything you don't want to share on this forum. And looking forward to your videos. Once again, welcome to the forum! Hope you have a good time here.

 

April 15, 2019 4:08 am  #3


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Thank you for the kind words! Sorry about my Tik Tok account, I totally freaked out when I saw someone mention me here on this site, and because my parents have before found my YouTube account and forced me to delete it, I didn't want something similar to happen to my Tik Tok account, that's why I made it private. If you're willing to share your account over PM, I can add you so that you can see my collection. And yes, I have read your obs about your crush! Wish I had someone like that at my school. And yeah, I guess my eyes are sensitive, though I don't think they're as sensitive as yours and don't water much in bad weather (I'm saying this based on your obs lol). But then it doesn't get particularly cold or windy where I live, so who knows? And it's really exciting to get a response from one of my favourite members on this site! Thank yoU!

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April 15, 2019 6:08 am  #4


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Welcome Johnston, I am glad you like my obs, I am looking forward on reading yours. How about your own crying? Have a wonderful week.

 

April 15, 2019 6:20 am  #5


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Thank you, Amans lacrimae! I don't cry too much, when I do, I wipe my tears quickly even though I mostly cry alone. And when I bring tears to my eyes, it's usually while watching a video and imagining myself being with the girl in the video, and in those cases, I let my tears flow unchecked.

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April 15, 2019 10:57 am  #6


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Welcome!

I was a big fan of your ABC ABC playlist. Too bad your parents discovered it. Are they aware of your fetish? Why did they force you to delete it?


Women crying is super hot  ~TorNorth
 

April 15, 2019 12:47 pm  #7


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Thanks, TorNorth. I like your playlists as well. About my parents, I don't think they know the details, but they know enough to know that it's not normal for a teenager to be obsessed with the opposite sex crying. Also I wasn't doing very well at school, and they thought it was because of what they called my "strange addiction". It was mostly my mom. My dad didn't have too much of a say in the matter, and he's even told me it's okay if I watch crying videos as long as it's not pornographic. My mom would have none of it, and I think she probably feared because I have a sister who's a year younger than me who's an absolute crybaby, and mom thought I might end up having sexual feelings for my sister, or at least she vaguely hinted at something like that. But thankfully, I've never felt anything of that sort towards my sister. I'm a very protective big brother. And she's really cool, she knows my secret and tells me stories of her friends crying and tries her best to describe their tears. I might share some of her stories even though I didn't actually see the girls in question cry. And also, just to make it clear, I will never post an obs involving my sister directly, as I said, I'm very protective of her.

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April 15, 2019 2:03 pm  #8


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Even though you really got me interested in your sister's crying, I respect your position, so I guess the best we can get is an obs of an obs of her friends crying, looking forward to read your obs.

 

April 15, 2019 2:43 pm  #9


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I will post a couple of stories my sister's told me. And thanks for respecting my stance on my sister. I appreciate it.

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April 15, 2019 3:19 pm  #10


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Interesting story. It's okay, I respect your privacy and you can keep your Tik Tok account private. It's nice that your sister shares obs of her friends with you. Looking forward to reading those.

 

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