It's fascinating that your first wet dream is crying related. I'm interested to know what relation dreams might have with our fetish. I told the story before that my dacryphilia started with a dream.

Crying women in my dreams are usually dream characters. However, a year ago I dreamed about a real girl. This girl was s colleague of mine. Not particularly beautiful, but strangely sexy. Her bottom lip looks like the kind that would curl during crying. I dreamt that she was crouching outside the building where we worked, sobbing hard. Her lip was of course curled. I saw this in good detail; her lip was curled but in a thin, pulled back way as opposed to a more bulging curl. Her eyes were screwed shut.

Needless to say I was pissed when I woke up and realised it was a dream. In in the dream I was looking forward to posting that obs on cryinglovers.

I was four when I had the dream. There were several women, and they were walking in a single file. One of them was carrying me. For some reason they were walking through an alleyway that was actually in front of one of my great uncles' house. The women were sobbing in unison. In fact, they made slow "uh....uh....uh" sounds that were perfectly synchronized. In the dream I had my very first sexual feeling. I was literally dry humping the woman that was carrying me

I couldn't see their faces. This is very ironic because my fetish relies on the shape of the bottom lip, and in the dream I was very turned on despite getting no glimpse of their expressions. In real life though, the first time I had a crying related turn on was a few days after the dream, where I saw a woman lip curling on TV.

I have a theory. I think may the dream awakened my fetish for crying women, but didn't specify the type of crying I would like. Then the very first crying I came across involved lip curling, and I latched on to that. Maybe if she wasn't lip curling on that video, I'd never be interested in this particular part of crying.

I've been playing with the idea of controlling my dreams to include crying. The best technique for me has been to wake up after about four hours of sleep, watch a bunch of crying videos, and then go back to sleep immediately. Sometimes then my dream will include a crying girl. These dreams are always really brief though, because I quickly realize I'm dreaming and then wake right up.

I've been trying like crazy to get a decent lucid dream that involves crying, but it just hasn't happened.