Yeah, being in love with someone who doesn't love you back sucks rocks and when it's someone you've given power to and they use said power against you, well . . . I think staying solitary for a bit may help - like how if you sprain an ankle, you stay off it for awhile to let it heal, your psyche needs some healing time as well.
Meanwhile, I'll be keeping a good thought for you, psychic_girl. I think as the weather gets better and summer comes that we both will improve greatly.
Edited to add: Oh, and I saw an article that said our city has seen roughly NINE "sunny" days, as in 30% cloud cover or less, since October, although there have been some "partly sunny" days with about 40-70% cloud cover, and about four or five of those "sunny" days had temperatures in the mid 30's, so it wasn't warm and sunny. Seasonal Affective Disorder, on top of Dysthymia (atypical depression) on top of no medications (until the insurance kicks in again) on top of work stress and lack of work stress equals one down lady.
Last edited by caircair (March 31, 2017 9:28 pm)