Yeah, I do find it very strange how he both seems to not be able to cry, and then experience it in some form, but not the full version. To begin with I was wondering if he was just trying to force himself to cry in order to make me horny or something, but it was quite obvious he wasn't faking it. My cheek was resting on his forehead at that time and then I felt his forehead was getting some sort of twitch or spasm, it felt like he was trying to blink too hard, but actually his facial muscles on the forehead were tensing up and he couldn't control them somehow. I asked him if he's always had difficulty producing tears, but he remembers when he was younger he used to have tears, and as a teenager and child apparently he felt he cried more frequently than other people, but then he just stopped. Since we've been together, I know of two occasions when he's cried, but sadly, I wasn't there either time, and he just told me about it later. Neither of those times was apparently very intense, but he still produced a few tears. And since then he didn't cry for over a year. I think it might be because of the times he cried recently it was mostly due to stress, anger and built in tension as opposed to sadness, so in some way his body is just not reacting to it as it would to a normal sad event, but it's still trying to release the tension somehow.

Also, when I cry there are usually multiple tear streaks, and usually the biggest flood is right in the beginning when I start crying, and then the tears slow down, so I get pretty wet very early on. Usually when I cry, I kind of start hard, slow down, then when I renew my energy I start crying hard again, and unless there's someone with me to make me snap out of it, this cycle can last for a long time, I think the longest it's been was around 2 hours. If I leave the tears unchecked, usually my shirt starts getting wet around the collar as well.

And yes, it felt nice when I allowed my boyfriend to wipe my tears. I think I don't have

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TearsOfCheese wrote:

Amans lacrimae wrote:

I am wondering, what happened to previous active posters, TearHunter, MeanTangerine, raindance, Brush, Yowza, SuperSecret, woundedpuppy, Cheech, StarryTears, lemoniep, SomeoneG1, FallingTears, Psychic_girl, Tears, punkchick, luckywolf13, Thedreamer, Naegi, Shyactress, Laurie, SparkingEyes, Pheonix808, randomaccount, EmotionalGal, Attracted to darkness, whimsy, Azutid, and a few others.

I've seen some of their postings, like psychic_girl and woundedpuppy, they seem like very interesting people. Too bad they're gone

I know psychic _girl had nice posts, woundedpuppy wrote nice fics, from Laurie I expected amazing obs, randomaccount and Pheonix808 have great obs and frequent too, SparkingEyes had really nice obs and was starting on the fic section, not wanting to make this post long as each has its own qualities, I will just add Azutid, who left the best fic I’ve ever read unfinished. Well hope they all are ok and hope they come back.

Hi, I'm still here. I haven't been on the forum for a while. Truth is, there was an overwhelming amount of obs, but I never got round to posing them because the issues involved were kind of messing with me and life seemed just a bit too depressing. But I guess every cloud has a silver lining because I had never seen my boyfriend actually cry after a year and a half we've been together, and now in the span of about 2 months, he cried on at least 4 or 5 occasions. I guess I will post about that separately. Things are looking up now because both me and him came to terms with the fact we're not entirely mentally healthy and we'll look for ways to work on that. As adorable as I find him when he cries, I hope he doesn't get any reason to do so for a long time now, because his pain gives me no enjoyment.

Thanks everybody! This community is so welcoming, I love that!

Sure. I really didn't know I had a fetish until I was 19 years old. I knew I felt very awkward for the most part when someone was crying around me. Most of my observations have been with my mother and grandmother. Usually I associated their crying with trouble for me, because when it happened it was either because me or someone else in the family has pushed them over the edge and I was afraid when it happened. When I was 18 to 19 I saw some girl at school hugging another girl and comforting her while she was crying and I remember I thought it was very sweet and thought how I'm always too awkward to comfort anybody. When my best friend was tearing up when we were graduating, I thought I'd try it and gave her a hug and it kind of felt nice to not be so awkward and inadequate when someone was crying for once. Since then I started getting dreams of my friend or other random girls crying and I felt something in the dreams, but I didn't really figure out what that feeling was.
Then I went away from home, went to university and I met my first boyfriend. It was not a proper relationship by any standard, the guy barely cared about me but I cared about him. He was a generous partner in bed, but it didn't do much for me. I felt arousal when we were kissing but I never got to an orgasm with him. Our relationship didn't last long, then I got together with my second boyfriend, and again, sex was not working out for me. It made me feel an emotional connection and I enjoy pleasing him, but I don't orgasm.
Then the way I found out about my fetish was kind of silly. I was playing a computer game, and in the game there would occassionally be some run down villages, and when you pass through them, there are sometimes women sitting near the roadside crying. The sound effect was pretty over the top and terrible, but I'd hear crying and I would go around and explore, trying to find the crying woman. By that point I realized I was feeling some weird interest for the crying women. So I was

The first time I cried in front of him, I still didn't know I had this fetish, I discovered it only about a year ago. We were a young couple at the time and I was playing tough in front of him, and we were both about to go on summer break (as we're university students). I wasn't going to see him for months so I couldn't hold it back and when he started saying bye, I lost it and started crying, tears running down and trying not to sob. He took a tissue and started wiping my tears, but I was very embarrassed as I wanted not to appear overly emotional to him and told him not to baby me around and that I'm fine. I think if I knew about my fetish back then, I would have let him do it. These days, when I cry, he usually comes to hug me in bed and I lie on my side and burry my face in his chest, usually leaving tear stains on the pillow. I usually try to hide myself, but I think I've been getting more and more comfortable with him and maybe soon I'll be able to look at him while I cry. He's a usually emotional person but he's only cried in front of me once (unfortunatelly for me). He's a very affectionate person and tries to talk me through the problems and doesn't leave my side until I'm feeling better.