Ive been here quite a while now, and due to awful circumstances i'm obviously not here as much as i would like to be. However while i'm here now, i would like to sincerely thank each and everyone of you, who has been there for me and my gf throughout the awful time we've been through, and your support, advice and guidance has been a big help and meant the world to me   thank you so much x



(cringy moment over)  

A sad and truly devastating update....

2 and a half weeks ago, her mum eventually passed away. She went in her sleep. Its obviously been a horrible and hugely emotional time for my GF, and she's not dealing with it at all well. She's now lost both of her parents, and im getting increasingly concerned. The day she died, my GF had cried pretty much non-stop. We had sat down and i had held her in my arms and we sat there for a long time, as she silenty sobbed into my chest. She didn't want to let go, and i wasn't going to let go. Some tears rolled down my cheek as well, as seeing her this way broke me. I keep a brave face for her, and im sure she appreciates it, as to be expected she does break down into tears quite a lot, and i try to make sure im there for her as often as i can. Work gave her some time off work throghout this time, and she has hardly left the house..im getting worried because she has gone back to not eating again..im forcing her to drink, but she's losing weight from the grief and its really breaking me seeing her this way..

im in south east england...(essex)

and its really getting to me...constantly sneezing, itchy, streaming eyes, and its so bad right now..

hope your feeling better now, and im sure things will pick up for you

I called her a few times, and sent her a few texts to let her know im thinking of her, but she hasnt replied once..