Hi all,

Feel a little ashamed that I waited so long to introduce myself and really participate (instead of lurking and benefiting from other people's searches on the internet..).
But it's time to introduce myself, actually because I have a 'problem', well, sort of heart-ache at the moment but more about that later in a different topic.
I'm male, interested in females crying, from a relatively small country in Europe. All my life I've felt out of place with other people, although I found a way to deal with them. Pretty successfully even by times, but still, different. I never was in a long relationship, don't have the ability to show myself off and to offer myself to someone else. Am definately not gay, but still I have been the 'male best friend' for quite a number of girls/women throughout my life, up until now even.
Well that's me in a nutshell, I now face a huge amount of heart-ache because of my best friend, and I thought that I actually have no one else to turn to than you guys. So there it goes, I'm gonna search for the right category and will pour my heart out in 3.....2.....1.... ;-)