Thanks, flatter!  I really do believe I can bring my fantasies out into the real world and experience them there.  It's fun to talk about them here with those who can relate, though!!!  I might get more brave about talking about my crying interest to people, too.  Might just casually say, "Oh, guys are so cute when they cry" and general things like that.  No admission of a "fetish", but just to test some waters and see what happens.  What a rush!

Can't wait to hear all about it.sounds fascinating.

This is wonderful! I'm excited for you.

Hi, Crying Forum members!!  

Thought I'd do a little update in the New Year for you all!  I am doing really, really well.  I have been at peace with my crying fetish for a long time.  It has actually faded quite a bit (not disappeared entirely, just don't crave it as much).  Watching celebrity tears seems to be good enough for me.  I enjoy watching them now and then without obsessing on them too much and they succeed in satisfying me -- amazing!  I don't even really think about wanting to see real crying anymore and I rarely fantasize.  If I do, it is brief, pleasurable, and non-disruptive to my life!  This is such a contrast to how dissatisfied I used to feel because of not having crying men in my life!!!

Well, the acting class was kind of funny.  There WERE some crying incidences.  It was really pretty much a beginner class, and our "acting" showed it.  LOL.  We were bad actors.  Well, one guy actually did pretend to cry by putting his hand over his eyes, making crying noises, and hanging his head.  After a couple of runs through the scene, he was instructed to try to "hold back" more since the natural tendency would be for someone to try *not* to cry when they feel like crying.  And at another time, a different guy who was instructed to cry HOWLED/WAILED... like, loud sobbing noises... which was actually pretty impressive, as I wouldn't have the guts to let go so loudly like that!!!  Believe it or not, there was more realism to that one than the other one... but of course, it was all so fake, really, that I couldn't get turned on by it.  The closest I could come was when the acting instructor did a bit of professional acting for us.  He didn't cry at all, but he recited a passage, and as he spoke, he let his voice sort of 'catch' or cut off with emotion at the end of a phrase... and that one nearly got me!!  It helped that he was hot, too.  But just goes to show, for me, it is much more important that the emotion seem genuine!  Still, I went into the class expecting nothing, so to have two guys try their best to do very obvious "crying" in the class was more than I expected!!

Now for some real observations, for anyone who is still reading!  No men, of course (although I honestly am not all that bothered by that!), but I thought of two cute incidences involving women, for those who are into female observations (I'm not, but I don't mind them).  They both involve happy surprises.  The first was someone who showed up to a surprise party.  We all yelled surprise and she must have honestly been surprised, because she started wiping the tears away!  I immediately thought of Tearhunter because what I noticed was her style of tear wiping (Tearhunter likes hearing very detailed accounts of how people deal with their tears).  In fact, if she hadn't wiped, I wouldn't have even known she was crying, as I was too far away to see the tears (I guess that means she probably didn't do the BLT... sorry, TorNorth!)  Anyway, she was smiling, and she kept wiping right underneath her eyes (her bottom lashes) with her knuckles... no, more like the back side of the index finger with the knuckles bent and the fist curled.  And she would alternate, so it would go left side, right side... left side, right side.  She must have caught them right away just as they left her eyes.  Anyway, that's one real life observation.

The other was from a surprise gift I gave someone.  I had NO IDEA she would be moved enough to cry!!!  It wasn't even a big gift, but it was a way of saying thank you, and I think she just didn't expect it.  As I started to thank her in more detail, she warned me not to continue or else she'd cry... so I actually stopped, but as we kept talking about things, she started crying anyway.  Awww!  I don't remember her crying style, but we hugged at the end.  Gee, I didn't know I could have such an effect on someone.  Now I need to find a guy to do that to... just kidding!  Like I said, I really am doing well.  It is almost scary... sometimes I almost feel like a "normal" person!!  But don't worry, I'm as warped as I ever was when it comes to my views on crying men and what I'd like to do to them... oh yes, definitely warped, LOL... so better watch out, crying men!!!  

Well, I'm not going to be sticking around on a regular basis, but I still think of all the awesome people I've met here and miss you all.  Like I said, I do get my celebrity crying fixes, but I almost feel normal about them sometimes, and that's probably because of spending less time thinking about my fetish, which is what I have to continue to do.  I know that I'm still different than most other people in the world and that I'm watching the crying on purpose, very intently, with a fetishy mind (I'll rewatch and pause to catch each little nuance), and yet... it used to seem like an addiction I couldn't escape from, and now it just seems like I've taken a little break, had a little "snack" so to speak... and then on with the rest of my normal, average day!  LOL! 

Well, happy fetishy wishes to everyone, and may this be a good year for you!!!

p.s.  No plans for more acting classes anytime soon, but I should definitely try to find some live theater where actors do emotional lines (too bad plays and movies don't come stamped with a "crying" rating so you could know which ones to see... LOL!).  Also no plans for where else I might see men crying, but then, I seem to have forgotten to even look for more opportunities to do so... wow, that says something!

--WoundedPuppy

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