Crying Lovers / Apologies

**Posted by jntjnt** February 16, 2025 7:53 am

Not sure how to say this, and didn't want to unnecessarily clutter the main forums, but there's something I want to apologize for. A few years ago (around 6 years, give or take), I used to post from a couple of different accounts on here, pretending to have these insane, unrealistic obs (I don't remember all the details, but I'm pretty sure one of my personas had a girlfriend who constantly cried on cue for him and her eyes watered when putting in contacts, and the other had a friend whose eyes watered profusely in windy weather). I deleted both accounts (one was called Johnston Walker, which I remember as I used that persona previously on other forums, and the other was Sparkling Eyes or something) and left, only occasionally visiting anonymously to see if there are any new videos posted. Due to the recent resurgence of female videos, I created an account just because, and remembered my past with the fake obs I used to post, and wanted to apologize especially to the older members who read my stuff and maybe thought they were real. I should have posted them in the fiction board, those were mere fantasies due to a lack of real life obs, but instead, I chose to deceive and post them as if they were real. I won't use this account to post any deceptive fake obs, and if the admin wants to ban me permanently, I understand. Just wanted to come clean. Sorry for the lies and deception.

**Posted by truffle** February 16, 2025 1:44 pm

I remember you and was upset when you left! Welcome back

If an occasional fantasy slips its way into the Obs forum, no big deal lol. We’re all here to have fun and support each other in a fetish community that is still pretty small, after all these years. I’m guilty of embellishing some of my older observations on this forum, especially when they seemed boring or repetitive, in order to keep people’s interest. Don’t feel bad.

One of our other members (who has now also left) coined the term “alternate reality obs” or ARO. This is where he took an obs in real life, and then fictionalized it slightly and then put it in the Fiction section. This way he could put some desired fantasized elements into a real-life obs, while still being able to share the real-life aspects of it. Try that if you’d like.

Most importantly I want you to feel like you have a community here that understands you. It’s easier to do that once you’re being yourself.

**Posted by jntjnt** February 16, 2025 3:27 pm

Thanks! It's just that my posts weren't just embellishments, they were straight up lies, like, I didn't have a girlfriend or a female friend who cried frequently, I barely had any real life obs (which hasn't changed all that much in the last 5-6 years), and I just made up those fantasies and posted them as if they were real.

I think I remember reading some of those AROs - one of my interests is watching YouTube videos about ARGs (Alternate Reality Games), so AROs sound cool.

**Posted by truffle** February 16, 2025 4:32 pm

Well, then it’s time for your penance. Find us some great videos, like you used to, and go write some fiction, and then I shall forgive you

**Posted by jntjnt** February 17, 2025 2:07 pm

We'll see, adulting means I have way less time (plus, there are times when this has been an obsession and addiction, which is bad, like, it actually led to me creating this entire fantasy and presenting as real, so I don't want to go back to that), so we'll see what I can do.

**Posted by Oriass** February 26, 2025 9:28 pm

Hmmmm, so you were Johnston Walker? Then I need to ask you something: I remember a post of yours where you published links to your playlists, but when I tried to see them, I saw that they no longer existed. So I wanted to ask you if these playlists still exist in some way or if you just deleted them. It would be interesting to have these playlists, they help a lot with the search for content here.

**Posted by Icemax** February 28, 2025 1:37 am

Oriass wrote:
Hmmmm, so you were Johnston Walker? Then I need to ask you something: I remember a post of yours where you published links to your playlists, but when I tried to see them, I saw that they no longer existed. So I wanted to ask you if these playlists still exist in some way or if you just deleted them. It would be interesting to have these playlists, they help a lot with the search for content here.

This!