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Crying Fiction » Fantasy Maker (M) » Yesterday 10:27 pm

woundedpuppy
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flatter wrote:

Do you suffer from your obsession?

Yes, I have suffered from obsession in the past, but not right now.  Hard to know what would happen if I got back into fic writing.  It could lead me back down the road to crying fetish obsession OR it could lead me to rediscovering my passion minus the previous levels of obsession.  Either way, it's definitely NOT the best use of my time unless it transfers over to my real life (i.e. makes me more passionate about living my real life).  I think I may try it for a bit to see which way it feels like it would go.

Edited to say... yes, the obsession can cause me to suffer, mostly with feelings of frustration.  But as of yet, no fic writing has ever caused the frustration to increase, only to decrease.  But I'm not frustrated right now... so that's why it's an unknown situation.  I am excited talking about fic writing, though.

Crying Fiction » Fantasy Maker (M) » Yesterday 6:42 pm

flatter
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I still remembered the fantasy maker! Your story was still in my head because you turned the right buttons for me! Do you suffer from your obsession? If not I would like to read more from you. Sorry I won't be able to write a story myself because english is a foreign language for me. Translation to english doesn't function... or it reads like a foreign instruction for use :-)

Crying Discussion » Anyone else this picky?? » Yesterday 4:43 pm

woundedpuppy
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flatter wrote:

You should share your written stories with us on the forum, if they are not too personal!!

Hey Flatter!  I bumped up two of my old fics in the Fiction section of the forum, so they are at the top now if you feel like reading them.  

I never post anything too personal.  Some details were altered in one of them for this reason.  I don't have other fics saved on my computer or anything.  I don't think there would have been much anyway... 

As a writer, I love the control I have over the crying character.  I can really put him through the wringer if I want.  I even get to be in his head throughout the whole ordeal.   He becomes everything I want him to be.

Crying Fiction » Fantasy Maker (M) » Yesterday 4:16 pm

woundedpuppy
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woundedpuppy wrote:

I think I'm probably done with this fic. I really just wrote it to get some frustrations out of my system, and it worked even better than I could have imagined!

This is my fave of the 3 fics (Short Fic #1, Short Fic #2, Fantasy Maker) I've contributed to the forum, even though I don't even get to the crying part in this one!  It's so much about anticipation... not the anticipation that someone might cry... the anticipation of guaranteed crying... wow, that really gets me going!!!  The knowledge that I'm not going to end up disappointed like I have so many times in the past.  Suddenly I want to drag it out and almost don't want to get there too quickly!! 

woundedpuppy wrote:

I did have a tiny little twist for the end that I'll keep to myself just in case I ever do decide to finish it, but this is already the longest fic I've ever contributed to this group, lol.

It would be fun to finish it.  Not sure if that would send me into a state of obsession, though, as sometimes happens when I spend too much time thinking about this stuff.  But if I choose to expand on a fic, this would be the one.  With lots of crying and comforting, of course.  He was just about to go there.

Crying Fiction » Short fic #2 » Yesterday 3:40 pm

woundedpuppy wrote:

You know, I find it so weird that as I write these scenes, it feels like I'm writing from experience. I write really quickly because it feels so incredibly natural. Yet I haven't really had any experiences like this!!

 
Still true, haha... 

woundedpuppy wrote:

But anyway, I swear it feels so REAL when I write it that I almost feel as though it REALLY happened... weird, huh??

I was obviously exploring how to get an already-emotional guy to cry when I wrote this fic, haha... soooo much emphasis is on my NOT saying much and concentrating on the physical stuff.  Because I can't think of a time where trying to push a guy over the edge with my words actually worked (other than when they knew about my fetish and were purposely trying to cry for me).  So this was kind of me coaching myself on how I thought I should act in the future, I guess.  Funny to look back at it.  

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