Hiii!

Sex: I don't really think of myself in terms of gender, idk. 

Orientation: Pansexual

Location: Austin, Texas

Interested in: Transition from stoicism/toughness to sensitivity, crying and submissiveness; shaking, nervousness, shyness, vulnerability, a person consciously trusting me and letting me comfort them and see their vulnerable side, tears on cheeks glistening are so pretty i just want to kiss them, sniffling, looking down, insecurity, soft/pure energy, slightly ugly crying is cute too because its so raw and human so its beautiful. I just want to tell them they're beautifuland capable and absolutely let them cry. I want a person to open up to me and reveal themselves to me and just watch in awe and coax them through the act until they completely unfold like a butterfly. 

Interest in forum: To normalize this fetish in myself by seeing other people who have it talk about it. To see how I could benefit from it, like how could I interact with others in a way that satisfies this fetish or even interact with the fetish? Idk, the only way I'm used to interacting with it is is on accident. 

My own crying: I dont really know, I have a bad memory. Buuuut....I'll try. I think my lip bends a lot, and its extremely emotional. Like I'm struggling physically when I cry as if I'm literally fighting something. I tend to curl up. I angry cry a lot. But sometimes, I just give two little tears when something gets me. 

Other fetishes: Shyness (?), maybe femdom.

Yourself in general: I'm newly an adult living in a new place and working as a Starbucks barista. I love singing and writing and talking to people and going places. Planning on studying journalism for these reasons. 

Other: Where are all the gays at???