Thank you! It's nice to see it's appreciated!

I think the right one was bigger than the left one. And when they are big, yes, they sometimes feel a bit cold, and as I remember, this was the case here, too. The right one ran over my cheek as far as my chin, the left one only to the middle of the cheek. And yes, it was a single tear from each eye.

How did Teargazer react? He's already written something. I would like to add that he offered me a hug as soon as he saw that I was tearing up, but I signalled him to wait because I hoped that a tear would come if I didn't change too much. And after the tears did come, I was already happy about the tears, so I didn't need any more comforting.

4. During the day we were talking, and I got emotional. I got blurry eyes, a weepy voice, and I was sniffling. Teargazer offered me a virtual hug, which I accepted.

1. Teargazer and I, we were playing Minecraft on a server, and were somewhere I've never been before (the nether). He was digging down, and I had to wait till he came back.

I was so afraid, waiting there alone, with creepy noises, afraid he might fall into lava or be attacked by dangerous creatures and die, while I would be unable to help him.

My eyes filled with tears, and I hugged myself, and talked to him sounding really weepy. This took about 10 minutes, until he came back unscathed.

A little while later, I was still afraid, and Teargazer offered me a virtual hug, something we do often. so I hugged myself, imagining that he would be hugging me, and started to whimper and sniffle. But then I started to laugh, because of the way that sound mixed with the background noises of the game, and we continued playing.

2. I had calmed down again, but after a while, as I tried a new digging technique, I felt slow and that I was delaying him.

I started to cry; my voice turned weepy and somewhat high-pitched, I started sobbing audibly (lasting about 12 secs), and I was sniffling.

We continued playing, but I was stressed out, and sobbed shortly and audibly, two times, and in between my voice became really scared and weepy and high pitched, and I was sniffling.

After working for a while, I suddenly burst out "I can't do it", really high pitched, sniffled, and sobbed short but rather loud. After explaining my difficulties I sobbed again, longer (15 secs), but not so loud as before.

Amans lacrimae wrote:

Oh, quite a fast response, of course, feel free to post your "minor obs" as well, I guess pandemic didn't help for meeting, is distance really an issue between you (I mean is long distance really long, or is there a chance for meeting relatively soon)

You mention not minding crying in public, have you ever had your tears wiped?

I can't remember to ever have my tears wiped, at least not as an adult. My previous partner called it manipulative when I cried (can you believe that?), so you couldn't expect him to wipe my tears. And I don't have friends who are close enough to do that.