Hello to all forum members English is not my mother tongue so please forgive my errors.I'm 45 years old male married with 2 kids.I was born and live in Israel.My dacryphilia started long before sexual maturity i remember dreams about me saving my beautiful crying teacher at 6 years old.Later i began to react to the sight or sounds of crying girls and women.crying men are generally not intresting for me though this can change when the crying male is particularly feminine.I started to trlyllfollow the forum some years ago to find youtube links.lately i started to get more and more interested in other sectios like disscusions and fiction.personally i don't cry - i grew up in an environment where showing any vulnerability was not good for me so i stop crying at 13 years old.i was on the verge of tears several times since then but managed to control myself.i use to be proud about my ability to control myself but now i reget it- seems to me that many emotions have died inside me when i stopped crying..so now the closest i get to crying is being choked up or tearfull from a book or a movie.real life does not trigger the same reaction.I like female legs and i use too like females peeing though that got too embarrasing for me.i'm truck driver like messing up with cars and anything with a motor in it also like reading hiking watching movies etc.i would like to contribute to the forum with obs but only if i find the courage and to do so