NeedHerSobs wrote:

missyjdma wrote:

NeedHerSobs - My heart just hurts hearing how much pain you are in. 

Thank you. You're very kind.

Incidentally I tried to take a picture of my teary eyes the other day for all the ladies' viewing pleasure on here but it didn't come out right.

 So kind of you to have us in mind

NeedHerSobs wrote:

The truth is...I'm crying right now. I cry every single day. My soul is shattered.

do you find that crying gives you any releif through the grieving process?
 

What was it like, not having cried for so long? How did it feel?

It seems in India there is actually a crying club. Members get together once a month for the purpose of crying.. and making others cry. 
YouTube features several news stories on it with lots of tearful footage. Men and women both.
https://youtu.be/o-5Y7HFwHEc

https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&url=%23&ved=0ahUKEwjBlunkrajXAhUQ3YMKHbEOBo4QwqsBCCgwAA&usg=AOvVaw0VTJzWxrN8ZFOD4xbU2nov

There's more you'll see come up in suggested videos when you watch.

Missy, I find that his explanation in that interview of how he does this,  working with his coach on where to breathe, where to swallow the snot ect while cry singing doesn't explain about the physical effects of crying.  The sinuses getting inflamed, Nasal passages swelling shut, vocal chords getting irritated... especially the potential cumulative effect of crying intensely every day, which would result in chronically inflamed tissue for most people, plus rehearsals and matinee days. He's leaving the role in a few days, a role he's been crying in for years across 3 productions.  I don't know if any other performer can duplicate not only the empirical intensity and technical skill but the consistancy of nailing it every single performance which is rare among even the best performers. Most people have an occasional off day.  I find i can't stop listening to this. It's haunting me.