As we go to the airport, I admire the city from the window as the taxi goes to the airport, I lost track of time as I am enjoying Camilla's perfect thighs jiggling in my hands as the taxi takes us to the airport. Once there, I ask Camilla why so silent on our way to the airport, she is still silent, she turns to me with tears about to overflow her eyes.

I take a quick glance at the busy airport, thousands of people going back and forth, minding their own business. I take Camilla's hand as I have the luggage in my other hand and walk her towards the gate where we should be waiting. I smile at her and softly whisper in her ear: "Let it out, my love, I know you'll feel better, here are my arms to hold you, my hands to wipe your tears and my lips to kiss your beautiful tears."

As soon as I look at Jarrod with tears in my eyes he takes my hand in his free hand (his other one is holding our luggage) and we walk hand I hand to our gate. When we finally stop he smiles at me then whispers in my ear that he wants me to let all my emotions out, that I'll feel better. He tells me he'll hold me in his arms, wipe and kiss away my tears.

That was it I could no longer hold in my emotions (or my tears). I laid my head on his left shoulder as a single thin tear escaped my right eye and began it's decent down my face, ultimately landing on his shoulder where his shirt soaked it up. Not more than a few sec later I feel a tear from my left eye leaving my eye, but instead of descending down my face, due to the angle of my head leaning on his shoulder, it pooled in the inner corner of my eye near my nose.

Strangely enough, this time, I didn't feel like sobbing, just letting my tears flow silently for a while.

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Melissa's pov:

As soon as I pick my brother up he begins talking, more like rambling, as I drive. He says how much he loves me and that he'll support me in any decision I choose it's just that since we were raised Christian by our parents he thought even though I had these feelings I wouldn't act on them as we were taught homosexual relationships are a sin. He says he understands what he is doing with Enid (having relations outside of marriage) are a sin, but he does plan on marrying her in the future so that kind of alleviates the sin part just a bit. He also reminds me that I won't be able to get married in the church. He says he just wants me to be happy, but he sees a lot of suffering and crying on my part because of my relationship and how people will perceive and treat us because of it.

But ultimately, in the end he says that all he wants is for me to be happy, and if that's Lisa, then he's truly happy for us.

I notice, out of the corner of my eye, a tear starting to fall unchecked down my brother's left cheek. That makes tears begin to fill up my eyes. I then feel my brothers right hand softly caressing my right cheek, as I'm still driving. I can barely contain the tears in my eyes from overflowing as my brother is caressing my cheek, but I know if my tears fall and my vision gets blurry I'll have a difficult time driving so I force them back, which ultimately makes my lips begin to tremble.

After about a min of allowing myself to let my tears flow onto Jarrod's shoulder he lifts my head up and looks me into my eyes, as tears continue to flow. Even the tears that were pooled in my inner left eye finally fell down my face. He then asked me what would make me feel more comforted, if he kissed and wiped my tears as they fell or if I'd rather like them to continue to fall unchecked down my cheeks for a bit more.

I took a deep shaky breath and said "I love when you wipe my tears, but could you just hold/hug me while I place my head back on your shoulder. I've never felt so comforted as I do when your arms are around me." I let out a sniffle then placed my head back on his shoulder adding "Feel free to wipe my tears later though, after they start to slow down. Your fingers always feel so good on my tear streaked cheeks after I cry."

Melissa,'s pov:

Thankfully I don't have to fight my tears for long. We are only a couple blocks away from my place. As soon as I park my car my brother removes his hand from my cheek and brings it to my trembling lips. He begins to caress them as he tells me that it's ok and that I can finally let go. That he is there for me. He also reminds me how good a release will feel. He then brushes the backs of his fingers across my right cheek sending a cascade of tears flowing down my face and ultimately over his fingers as they are still on my cheeks.

I can't help it and I start involuntary sobbing trying to speak through my sobs. "I know it's wrong to be in a homosexual relationship. I remember everything the church says about it. But I can't stop my heart from feeling the way it does. I know it's only been a month but I've never felt like I do for Lisa for anyone else, even in my oast relationships. I know it will be hard for us as there are many people who don't perceive it as we do and many people who will treat us badly/differently because of our relationship, but I can't deny my heart. I have to give our relationship it's fair time, to see where it goes or I'll always feel heartbroken wondering about the what if's. Wondering if she was the one."