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Camilla suggested to enjoy our rest and we cuddled in the couch, as soon as she rested her head on my shoulder I threw my arm across her shoulders and as soon as she threw her legs across my lap I started caressing them, feeling her silky, warm skin and her relaxed thigh and calf muscles molding in my hand, I would never change that for anything in the whole world.
After thinking about my job proposal, Camilla asks what is it about: "Long story short, keeping my agenda making sure I never have to be in two places at the same time, schedule meetings and take note of key subjects in meetings. You could get rid of the job you don't like (I know you don't have the job of your dreams), you would definitely have more money, and last but not least, we could have lunch together more often, oh, I forgot, two vacation periods per year".
My mind drifted away imagining spending vacations with the love of my life, I involuntarily started squeezing her thighs and calves.
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Anna's pov:
William told me that he felt I had become distant ever since my miscarriage. He said he needed me to be more open, to communicate more. That wasn't real my something I was used to. I thought about it for a min while listening to William return to his sobbing.
"I'm sorry if I've seemed distant lately, I never meant to make you feel like that. It's just that, as you know, the miscarriage has been really hard on me and I didn't want to burden you or make you feel bad, like any of this was your fault because it's not." I said as a couple more tears rolled down my cheeks and I hung my head as I felt my cheeks flush.
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Jarrod told me what his job proposal would entail. I liked what I heard. I would be keeping his agenda, schedule meetings and take notes,. It would be more money, lunch times with my love and two vacations every year. I really.liked what I heard, and debated the pros and cons.
"I really appreciate the offer, hun; and it sounds really great. Let me just think about it for a min." I said leaning in and giving Jarrod a kiss on his cheek while smiling from ear to ear.
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William's POV:
I felt like it was my fault she felt she would burden me, yet relieved because a lot of guilt I believed I had, she said wasn't mine.
I saw a pair of tears roll down each of her beautiful cheeks as she lowered her head. By now my sobs subside and my breathing is getting back to normal, yet, I still feel tears (cleansing instead of guilt) rolling down my cheeks.
I cup her chin and lift it, wiping her tears from her chin, I felt my heart warming like in our early relationship days and I felt the impulse to take care of her, her tears, her body, her mind, her soul. I lean and kiss a hot tear from her right cheek, kissing the streak all the way up to where the streak began, wiping another with the pad of my thumb, this one from under her eye, following the streak until I catch the tear...
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Feeling Camilla's toned, silky skin, then her soft lips kissing me, made me want to not move at all. I ordered a gourmet pizza to be delivered, I wanted to keep my hands on Camilla's body even as I ate.
I wonder if this is the concept of paradise, being with the one you love and loves you back, enjoying each other's body and mind, sharing more than time with each other, trusting and relying on each other. I think I'll never want to be away from this girl, ever.
I turn to look at Camilla: "I love you".
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Anna's pov:
I felt William cup my chin and lift it so I was looking into his tear filled eyes while he was looking into mine. He then leaned in and suporised me by kissing a hot tear of my right cheek. I shivered from the coolness of his lips. He then took the pad of his thumb and wiped away another streak from just under my eye to my chin.
"I'm sorry you had to see me like this." I began whispering "But, honestly, I've never felt more in love." I finished smiling through my tears as his hand was still on my chin.
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Last min Jarrod decided to order a gourmet pizza instead of cooking. I knew he didn't want me to move as he loved it when I sit with my legs across his.
Jarrod told me he loved me as we ate.
"I love you too and I'm glad we get to spend time like this for the rest of our lives." I blurred out happily as we continued our meal.
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William's POV:
I don't know how to look at her eyes as she said sorry for seeing me like this, she looks beautiful when she cries, I, on the other hand, what will she think of me after she saw me unable to control my sobs,snot and ugly, scrunched face. I lower my gaze and bring both my hands to her cheeks, wiping her beautiful tears.
With my eyes still looking at the floor I answer: "I love you too."
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I enjoyed my favorite pizza with the love of my life. I would have loved dessert, but I think I have a better idea.
"Baby, I know things have happened too fast, but, precisely because of it, would you like to place a wedding date soon so you officially move in? You know, that way we could spend every night together". I smiled...
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Anna's pov:
William lowered his head to the floor, still wiping my tears. I heard him a whisper "I love you too."
It seemed he was getting embarrassed I saw him cry and heard him sob as that is so out of character for him.
"Don't be embarrassed, my love. Your tears are beautiful to me as are your sobs. It means you finally allowed yourself to feel." I said lovingly as I placed both of my hands on top of his hands that were still on my cheeks.
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