Last night, I went to take a shower at a little past two in the morning, and when I got out and was dressing myself, I put on a sad little song that had been in my head for the last few hours. I started paying attention to the lyrics and with that, my eyes filled with tears. A couple tears flowed down my face and it was basically that for the next 2 minutes. After that, I started thinking about the things that were bothering me, and I started crying for real. I cried at first, rubbing my eyes on the sleeves of my sweater. But then I sat down on the floor and let a few tears slide down my face. Most of them didn't fall, I ran my finger over them and accidentally ended up making the tear slide down my finger. I thought this was really cute, so I kept doing it with the next tears. I thought it was really cute to see my tears running down my fingers. If I already found this beautiful when it came to me, imagine when I can do this with the tears of someone I like (romantically). After a few minutes, I got up and sat in a chair to cry. I stayed there for a few more minutes, and then I got up and went to sleep. I really enjoyed crying like that, I thought it was cute and I was able to release a lot of the sadness I was holding back at the time. I intend to do this more often.