I was reading a lot in the forum and I found some really nice observations about sheding tears. First I wanted to answer to one of these threads, but it is allready a long time ago and I guess a lot of people who partizipated at that time in the forum aren't active anymore. That is why I open e new topic.

One day I was having an argument with my husand, it doesn't matter what it was about. When I am arguing with somebody I start tearing quite easily. When I stop talking at that point I can hold back my tears (I hate crying in front of anyone). That is why I stopped talking at one point, I just turned around and sat down on the floor. I lowered my had to cover my face from my husband with my hair and he turned around and left the room. Normally I cry quite soundless. My shoulders are shaking, I feel the sobs inside the chest and I try to inhale silently, that nowbody can hear my cry. That's what I did at that point. I felt a lump inside my throat and tears formed in my eyes and spilled over my cheeks. Because I had my head lowerd the tears fell on my naked legs and feet. I wasn't crying for long because our boy who was more or less one and a half at that point entered the room and came to me. I didn't want to cry in front of him. He was very sweet, stroked my hair and sat down beside me. We sat there for a while until I was able to get up. I than went to the bathroom to wash my face and looked at me in the mirror. My eyes were red and puffy and I hated the look of myself at that moment. I guess my husband doesn't know that he set me off crying or he never mentioned it afterwards, any how I am glad he didn't