Good to have you almost back tearhunter. Take it slow. 

Thanks, yeah it's been a rough few months but I'm being to feel more like myself again - although a bit different, emotions are still a bit off where they were but I'm generally ok.

Might sound strange but it's actually been quite helpful writing my initial self observations - I think this will be more therapy for me than observations for you guys to read dispite the wet eyes as I typed.

But thanks for all your kind comments - really appreciate it.