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May 28, 2015 3:37 pm  #1


Self + Wife Observation (18+ Only!)

A fair bit of thought has gone into whether I should post this self-observation (including wife observation). It's very personal and occurred a few months ago during my recent illness. It gets a bit erotic! But as you are supposed to be 18+ to be viewing these posts hopefully you can handle it!! But, it's also perhaps the most intense crying experience I've had so I eventully thought I had to share it.

A few months back we had the house to ourselves overnight (a rare occurance) and we woke about 09:00 the next morning to the rain hammering off the window on a cold and horrible day. My wife got out of bed first and headed off to the shower. I lay in bed thinking about my situation, generally feeling really low and down. My back was hurting a bit so I got up and sat on the edge of the bed looking out at the falling rain. As I stared out of the window I began to feel my emotions raising - I felt the emotions building in my chest and as I let out a sigh I felt my eyes tingle. I had no desire or energy to suppress my emotions so I knew at this point I was going to cry. 

My eyes started to feel heavy. My breathing started to quicken. I let out a more ragged sigh and felt my bottom lip tremble slightly. Tears filled my eyes and my vision became all blurry - seconds later large tears fell from each eye, bouncing of my cheek and dripping onto my bare thighs (I sleep naked!). I bowed my head and began to really cry, shaking shoulders, ragged breathing, tears dripping from my eyes. I was like this for no more than a minute when my wife came out of the shower to see me sitting on the edge of the bed in tears.

I looked up at her as fresh tears streamed down my face. I remember thinking without saying a word - I really need you, I really need you to help me. Without saying anything she crawled over the bed and put her arms around me - across my chest from behind and lay her chin/cheek on my shoulder. Not sure whether it was the feeling of her skin (she was also completely naked!) or the way she held me tight but I got an overwelming feeling of comfort, security and love from her. I completely broke down and started sobbing - the quiet(ish) ragged breathing type sobbing. Tears dripped from my eyes, and because my head was bowed forward again most dripped off my face and landed on my legs. I felt my heaving chest against my wife's embrace - I felt her hold me tight.

I probably only cried like this for a few minutes (although it felt longer) as the intensity subsided I felt a splash on my shoulder - followed by another. I realised my wife's body was no longer still - it was shaking against mine. As I turned she released her embrace and I turned to look at her. Her bottom lip was trembling and tears were slowly making there was down both of her cheeks. Her eyes were sparkling with tears which had changed colour to a stunning smokey blue.

We hugged each other again and cried in each others arms for a minute or so - I felt her tears fall onto my back and I'm sure the tears dripping from my face where probably doing the same on her back.

We talked and cried for about 30 minutes - we both had thick emotional voices and we both had tears rolling our faces unchecked throughout. My wife then leant forward and kissed both of my eye lids and then kissed me on the lips - I could taste my salty tears in her kiss. I starred into her beautiful tear filled eyes and followed the tear stains on her face - they ran down her face, they ran down her neck and down her chest until I noticed a small tear at the top of her bare breasts! Well those of you who know me on here will know I find this an incredible turn-on! I looked back at my wife's face as another tear ran down a previous tear track - I wiped this tear away and kissed her, she put both hands on my wet face and kissed me deeply in return.

Well despite feeling really low not 30 minutes before hand I immediately got an incredibly hard erection! We fell back onto the bed kissing and 'playing about!!' Although I could still feel tears on my face I'd stopped crying at this point - my wife however was still crying sliently - but we were both really turned on by this point.

My wife rolled me onto my back, jumped on top and we started having the best sex we have had in years!!

We both exploded several times! My wife experiencing the most intense orgasm she has had for a while. As the first orgasm subsided she started to cry again - tears streaming down her face. She tipped her head back and her tears ran down her neck and chest and down between her breasts! I got so much sexual energy from this we swapped positions and I made love to her again - this time she was on her back. Throughout this second love-making session my wife was crying. I could feel her sobbing from within her body. Amazing sensation!!

Finally she collapsed on top of me and we lay there for what seemed like ages in each others arms.

It took us a while to finally get up and start the day but it was an incredibly intense crying/sexual experience.
 
I was amazed how I (in fact both of us) could switch from a low depressive state to intense sexual energy in just a few minutes. We both don't really know what happened - it just happened. It definitely gave me a big lift and for the first time in a good number of weeks I had a bit of a spring in my step for the rest of the day.

I hope this is not too detailed for the forum - I left out much of the finer points!

Hope you enjoy  :o)  
 

 

May 29, 2015 12:00 am  #2


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This is incredible, Tearhunter, simply one of the most stunning emotional experiences i've come upon and i'm really happy you got to narrate it  with such breath of detail and such peculiar lack of restraint !  One thing though..how can you make yourself cry so easily ? as a man you're very open and unusual in terms of your crying habits, so fluid is your crying that when you tell it righ here is almost like it happens in a dream..Even this story has this remote dreaming quality of intimacy and sensual bliss....You're a great story-teller and i envy you for having reached in your relationship to have such beautifull, tender moments ..

Last edited by psychic_girl (May 29, 2015 12:02 am)


''I like crying. And now I not only wanna cry and show my crying to other people, I wanna just split myself down the middle and open my guts and just throw everything out!''
Woody Harrelson
 

May 30, 2015 12:03 pm  #3


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I thought I was being a bit restrained - I could not hide the fact we were having fantastic sex! - but there a lot more detaled I did not dare write on here!! I can't actual make myself cry - well when I say that I can if I'm feeling really low and think about emotional stuff. But, things can make me cry and that has altered over the years. I remember only perhaps once a year - sometimes longer. In the year before my illness I'd reckon I cried about 5 or 6 times, but during my illness - well everything fell apart - there were times I was crying daily - several times a day! This event occurred during tha time. Also, I'd been told not to bottle up my emotions - if I felt emotions raising I was to let them out and not hold them in. I actually liked this freedom to be honest - no need to force myself to be strong - my wife know about this and supported be throughout the many tears I shed. The situation caused a lot of tears from her as well.

I have a very anaytical mind, so when I come to write about these events I can walk myself through the experience - which is perhaps why it comes across as dream like - because when I recount it back in my mind it kind of is.

I'm an incredibly lucky guy to have a wife like I do - she know about my love of tears and what turns me on - I think she allowed her emotions to spill over to help me because she knew it would turn me on. She admitted afterwards it was the sight of my tears when she came out the shower that both made her cry and turn her on at the same time. She does not share my fetish for crying but she admitted that I apparently looked pretty good crying that day!

I wish I was brave enough to say more about aspects of this experience but not on an open forum ! 

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May 30, 2015 5:12 pm  #4


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Wow, this is beautiful! The emotional closeness and connection that you share with your wife is wonderful. Thank you for sharing this with us.

 

May 31, 2015 2:49 am  #5


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She is a very lucky woman. You are a very lucky man.


"We have our stalking memories, and they will demand their rightful tears."
Anonymous
 

May 31, 2015 10:48 am  #6


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It's definitely me who feels the lucky one - I think every woman on this forum is an exception but there are a lot of women out there that can't accept or handle a guy crying. My wife is so supportive and has no problem with my tears. Equal she can cry whenever she feels the need and about anything - even small things which I know some guys can get frustrated over.

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June 1, 2015 2:38 am  #7


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Hi tearhunter. Your observation was beautiful to read and thank you very much for sharing it with us. It is really a blessing to have someone you can trust completely and be opened to. I wish you have more moments of closeness like that in the future, and I hope you'll share it with us. 😊


"it doesn't take a lot of straingh to hang on, it takes a lot of straingh to let go" 
 
 

June 1, 2015 1:38 pm  #8


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I'm glad you both found a fun way to cheer up. Tehehe. ;)

I also think that even people who don't have the fetish can be mildly turned on by crying sometimes in the right situation. It might not be genuine physical arousal, but a certain kind of emotional intimacy can be really hot to almost anyone.

Very sweet obs!

Last edited by Super-Secret (June 1, 2015 1:38 pm)

 

June 2, 2015 8:12 pm  #9


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there should be more marriages like yours...best regards from here in the swamp!

 

July 13, 2015 11:53 pm  #10


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This sounds like a dream come true!  I mean, obviously, I would rather you not be going through such things, but to comfort my boyfriend while he really, openly cried is a dream in itself.  Having sex with him while he cried would be so great it feels beyond possibility.  Thank you so much for sharing this here!  

 

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