When I was younger it was way easier to see people cry because I was really active in various groups where crying was common and happened almost as a matter of course. I craved it less back then because I generally got plenty of it and there was a good variety of it.

It's different now. I work in healthcare and I see a lot of illness-related crying that I automatically, totally dissociate from my fetish. There's too much fear and sadness and pain involved in those cases. Paradoxically, that really increases my craving for less serious, more casual crying.

Lately I've been craving variety. My wife has a few really predictable crying patterns, all of which I love and enjoy, but I do get a little desensitized to that every now and then. I crave seeing new friends or acquaintances cry. 

NeedHerSobs wrote:

What patterns do you notice with your wife? I've been in a craving mood lately. I think I need to write out a really long and in depth fic soon. To put those desires down somewhere.

I'm just talking about general habits. I have a handful of conversational topics that will predictably set her off. She sobs harder when she's lying in bed under the covers. She almost exclusively cries after 5:00 pm. Also, she has a specific facial expression that she makes right before crying, and she assumes almost the same posture whenever she sobs sitting up. She never sobs while facing me, but she'll turn her head to the side (or upward if she's lying down and I'm on top of her) until the sobbing stops. The familiarity is comforting, but whenever I see her cry in a slightly different way it's disproportionately exciting for me. For example, recently she was wearing her sunglasses and a tear fell down her cheek; I got so turned on just seeing that tiny tear peeking out from under the glasses. That's what I mean.

inmyarmsagain wrote:

Needhersobs I thought you had a girl who enjoyed crying for you.  Can't you invite her for a session?

 
As said, probably not in the cards now. Might be able to share some old memories soon, though.