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I'm conflicted on this. I'm okay with others enjoying my crying and in some cases I appreciate physical comfort when it happens. Privacy is just too important though.
When I was 16 i uploaded a ~4 minute long video of myself crying on youtube. I got some unbelievably vulgar PM's at the time, in response to that video. I"m never sharing a video of myself again. I have posted a single picture of myself on this forum. The most I'm comfortable with is posting descriptions. Hopefully that suffices.
I've always had trouble crying on cue out of nowhere. There needs to be a trigger of some sort. I tried to force myself to cry without any emotional trigger a few times over the past week and I wasn't able to do it. Then this morning when I was hugging my wife before going to work, I just lingered with my arms around her for about 30 seconds and tried the same technique and I got a tear down my right cheek. I think I've cried in that position so many times in my life that it just came naturally. Time to experiment some more.
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@Truffle: That's interesting. Considering that I've searched for YouTube crying videos for well over a decade, its quite possible I've seen your video, though there's no way of knowing for sure. Also when did you post a picture and how that hell did I miss it??
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I didn't tell you it was me in the picture, but rest assured you saw it. I remember. It's still on the board.
If you want to share a pic of yourself, post ten random pictures and slip one picture of yourself in there. Easy way to maintain privacy.
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truffle wrote:
I didn't tell you it was me in the picture, but rest assured you saw it. I remember. It's still on the board.
If you want to share a pic of yourself, post ten random pictures and slip one picture of yourself in there. Easy way to maintain privacy.
Oh, you tease! >:-(
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truffle wrote:
I didn't tell you it was me in the picture, but rest assured you saw it. I remember. It's still on the aboard.
If you want to share a pic of yourself, post ten random pictures and slip one picture of yourself in there. Easy way to maintain privacy.
Interesting approach. I think I know what picture it may be, as well.
I'm pretty open and shameless, but only around people who I know would be receptive.
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I also think I know the picture now. It's very nice, actually. Not clear enough to tell if you're doing a lip curl, but it kind of looks like you're about to. It's one hell of a tease.
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Few days ago I had a pretty heated row with my mother. This is an upsetting thing for me because it's very unusual for me to yell at either of my parents.It's fairly unusual for me to yell at all. The problem arised from tensions between my mother and my wife. Later that night I was telling my wife how I was stuck between my mother and her. During that time I started to feel that lump in my throat; I was feeling pretty emotional. I thought about going somewhere private with my phone and see if I can capture myself sobbing. For some reason I ended up not doing it. I regret that decision now because I truly think I would have sobbed if I tried to go there.
Last night I went to the bathroom and tried sobbing to see if I could get those emotions out. Unfortunately, I couldn't recapture the emotions of that day. The result was very similar to the my last attempt. My eyes got teary. I did a mild, lopsided lip curl. Though this time snot actually came dripping out of my nose and I had to quickly grab some toilet roll. I was pretty impressed with myself snot-wise. My face also looked rather flushed.
I did capture 30 seconds of the sobbing. The tears are not clear but you can tell it's there. I am actually willing to share screencaps of a part of my face (by pm) if anyone's interested, despite the fact that it's not anything substantial. My face is pretty expressive, though. Or you can just wait until I can get out something more to our standards.
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I'm game.
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Netsoy wrote:
I wouldn't have a problem to send a video of me (just PM not public) if I receive anything similar in exchange.
But (except you like crocodile tears) you probably have to be patient! I cry very very very rarely.....
I'd be interested
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inmyarmsagain wrote:
I'm game.
Which part of the face?