Crying Lovers / Movie night

**Posted by Amans lacrimae** June 18, 2021 8:11 pm

Princess_Lucky1731 wrote:
Before Camilla spoke.

"You've already cried in front of me earlier. Please don't try to hold back now. I'd like nothing more than to be able to take care if your tears as you have and are taking care if mine." I began then I quoted something to him which he said to me earlier "Don't feel embarrassed, it's ok, think of it, your soul will be lighter, you will definitely feel better after releasing it and having a good sleep." I was hoping he'd take his own advice. Then I raised my head slightly off his shoulder and gave him a delicate kiss just below his left eye then rested my head back on his shoulder.

Immediately after.

I listen and I wonder how it would feel to fully let go in front of you, how would you handle it? Seeing the possibility that both may fully let go, I touch your earrings, asking you to take them off. You remove your earrings and adjust yourself with my body.

End of flashback, returning to timeline.

**Posted by Princess_Lucky1731** June 18, 2021 9:45 pm

I'm lying here just enjoying the sensation of Jarrod taking care of my tears, wiping them and kissing them.Wondering how I got so lucky to be with such a wonderful, sensitive and caring guy but every now and then my thoughts drift off to how wonderful if would be if he fully let go. Not just a few tears like llast time. I want to make him feel comfortable enough to completely get go.

I restrain myself from voicing my thoughts as I'm afraid they would scare him away and make him close off emotionally. All I can do is lie here and continue to stroke his arm and give him little kisses every now and then while he continue to do the same for me, hoping maybe he'lllower his walls.

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**Posted by Amans lacrimae** June 18, 2021 10:00 pm

I feel Camilla caressing my arm as I caress her thighs and wipe/kiss her tears. The sensation that rose sending tears down my face, started to go back down to my cheeks,feeling the temperature rising, down to my throat, sending a gasp, down to my chest, making my breath irregular and down to my gut, sending out soft sobs.

I allow myself to feel, as I am in the arms of my beautiful girlfriend, whose tears I continue kissing, but I didn't notice that she...

**Posted by Princess_Lucky1731** June 18, 2021 11:30 pm

Was staring into my deep brown eyes as I was softly sobbing.

I couldn't believe Jarrod was finally allowing himself to sob, if only quietly. I wanted him to sob as openly and as loudly as he needed.

As I was starting at his deep brown eyes through my blurry vision due to all the tears I was still shedding, I noticed his eyes were getting a deeper shade of brown every time a tear fell. I felt honored he finally let down his walls.

**Posted by Amans lacrimae** June 19, 2021 12:32 am

As I am releasing all pent up emotions I never cease to take care of Cam's tears kissing them softly, even through my sobs. I hold Cam tightly, feeling her ragged breath with the hand I had on her back and her relaxed biceps femoris and the other hamstring muscles jiggle against my hand as we both tremble with sobs.

My sobs start subsiding, and I was surprised when I saw, through my blurry vision, Camilla's hand...

**Posted by Princess_Lucky1731** June 19, 2021 1:09 am

On its way back to my cheek. I couldn't believe she was going to wipe my tears again.

I could finally hear Jarrod's sobs starting to quiet. I could also see his tears start to slow. His eyes still sparkled with the left over traces of tears. I couldn't help myself I took a deep breath trying to regain some form if composure. I wanted to concentrate my entire energy to taking care of his tears.

My tears started to slow, never completely stopping. Then I raised my hand back up to his cheeks and wiped the streaks from just under his eyes clearing it all the way down to his chin where the tears finally stopped. (Last time his tears stayed mid cheek I guess he was really crying a lot harder this time).

After all traces of his tears and streaks were erased I rolled over and kissed just below both of his eyes.

**Posted by Amans lacrimae** June 19, 2021 4:09 am

The intense crying fit was finally coming to an end, I guess even I denied to myself I needed a release, I don't know why I am not embarrassed at all, I love the way Camilla comforts me I had never sobbed in front of anybody, in my entire life, I guess Cam being so open and crying with me, I guess gave me the confidence to lower my walls. Plus, feeling her soft body against mine, it was a lot of trust, confidence and comfort on her end, I love it.

"How are you feeling Cam?" I say as I kiss a tear from under each eye and another one on its way down each of her cheeks, slowly wiping the streaks left with the back of my fingers.

**Posted by Princess_Lucky1731** June 19, 2021 4:44 am

"I didn't know how good it would feel to have a release. It feels like a weight has been lifted. You are an amazing comforter. I would never have been able to open up to anyone else like that. You made me feel so safe and comforted. Like you really cared and valued my feelings. I was embarrassed to cry at first but you totally put me at ease." I said staring into his gorgeous eyes as he was kissing the last of my tears.

"I was actually going to ask you the same thing." I began honestly curious. "That is unless you're too embarrassed to say." I finish trying to be cautious of his feelings.

When after a minute I didn't hear any response I added " Well, I'm really glad you did." Secretly I was hoping he'd answer but I wasn't going to push.

**Posted by Amans lacrimae** June 19, 2021 4:54 am

"I don't know how to say this, as I have a little bit of confused things here, first, I am surprised I am not embarrassed at all, this is the first time I cry in front of someone, especially opposite sex, second, well, I guess its part of the first, I have never had my tears wiped, less kissed, I loved feeling your soft lips and your silky hands take care of my tears. Third, I don't recall the last time I sobbed and had a torrent of tears rolling down my cheeks, not even when crying alone. Fourth, this is a bit embarrassing, I'm not sure if I should or would it be too straightforward, it's about you, physically, I mean."...

**Posted by Princess_Lucky1731** June 19, 2021 5:03 am

I'm glad Jarrod was being completely honest with me. I'm glad I put him at ease to the point he wasn't embarrassed and even liked having his tears wiped and kissed. Maybe he'll let me take care of him again sometime if that is, he's willing to ever let me see him cry again.

"Physically? What do you mean?" I asked completely puzzled.