I finally found the show "Awake" with Jason Isaacs, there was a wonderful scene from episode 1.11 where he finally comes to terms with the fact that his son is dead. The scene starts at 31.48. http://lucktv.net/play.php?id=emmkkbtbm|nzztmmn
For anyone who may be interested, Lucktv.net is free and has tons of shows with all the episodes.
"We have our stalking memories, and they will demand their rightful tears." Anonymous
Posted by PhoebeOnThePhone November 12, 2021 4:01 am
"...men do not cry. They will do anything BUT cry. They stop themselves crying. And eventually they do cry if it is bad enough. So that's how you know with a man how bad it is for him. Because he would've stopped himself...Men always cry like that. They don't cry and in the end they do and if they do then it's overwhelming." ~Michael Caine