Princess_Lucky1731 wrote:

Before Camilla spoke.

"You've already cried in front of me earlier. Please don't try to hold back now. I'd like nothing more than to be able to take care if your tears as you have and are taking care if mine." I began then I quoted something to him which he said to me earlier "Don't feel embarrassed, it's ok, think of it, your soul will be lighter, you will definitely feel better after releasing it and having a good sleep." I was hoping he'd take his own advice. Then I raised my head slightly off his shoulder and gave him a delicate kiss just below his left eye then rested my head back on his shoulder.

Immediately after.

I listen and I wonder how it would feel to fully let go in front of you, how would you handle it? Seeing the possibility that both may fully let go, I touch your earrings, asking you to take them off. You remove your earrings and adjust yourself with my body.

End of flashback, returning to timeline.

I feel Camilla caressing my arm as I caress her thighs and wipe/kiss her tears. The sensation that rose sending tears down my face, started to go back down to my cheeks,feeling the temperature rising, down to my throat, sending a gasp, down to my chest, making my breath irregular and down to my gut, sending out soft sobs.

I allow myself to feel, as I am in the arms of my beautiful girlfriend, whose tears I continue kissing, but I didn't notice that she...

As I am releasing all pent up emotions I never cease to take care of Cam's tears kissing them softly, even through my sobs. I hold Cam tightly, feeling her ragged breath with the hand I had on her back and her relaxed biceps femoris and the other hamstring muscles jiggle against my hand as we both tremble with sobs.

My sobs start subsiding, and I was surprised when I saw, through my blurry vision, Camilla's hand...

The intense crying fit was finally coming to an end, I guess even I denied to myself I needed a release, I don't know why I am not embarrassed at all, I love the way Camilla comforts me I had never sobbed in front of anybody, in my entire life, I guess Cam being so open and crying with me, I guess gave me the confidence to lower my walls. Plus, feeling her soft body against mine, it was a lot of trust, confidence and comfort on her end, I love it.

"How are you feeling Cam?" I say as I kiss a tear from under each eye and another one on its way down each of her cheeks, slowly wiping the streaks left with the back of my fingers.

"I don't know how to say this, as I have a little bit of confused things here, first, I am surprised I am not embarrassed at all, this is the first time I cry in front of someone, especially opposite sex, second, well, I guess its part of the first, I have never had my tears wiped, less kissed, I loved feeling your soft lips and your silky hands take care of my tears. Third, I don't recall the last time I sobbed and had a torrent of tears rolling down my cheeks, not even when crying alone. Fourth, this is a bit embarrassing, I'm not sure if I should or would it be too straightforward, it's about you, physically, I mean."...