I feel him drop his left hand on my right thigh making it jiggle with his contact as he squeezes my left calf with his right hand also making it jiggle with his contact. He then turns and looks me in the eyes making me wonder what else he wanted.

"Care to share anything else? It still seems like there is something you're holding back." He said with a concerned look on his face.

"I don't know if I'm ready to face it. That's why I haven't said anything." I began with a sigh...

He encourages me to tell him what was bothering me. He tells me that he didn't feel ready to tell me his hard news either, but eventually did. He also reminds me we are alone in the house and can let myself be as loud (crying or screaming) as I want/need. He then smiles at me as he squeezes my legs for support.

"Ok..." I begin hesitantly. "It's just that a few weeks ago I found out I was pregnant. I haven't told my husband yet as it was just a home pregnancy test. I wanted to wait until I went to the Dr to make sure."  I continued slowly. "But now I'm scared if I find out I really am as I don't think I want my husband around after what he did and if I am pregnant he'd have to stay around for the baby." I finished not even sure I was making sense any more as my emotions began to feel all over the place.

After I tell him what's bothering me he thinks hard and after a moment tells me that  he thinks the best thing is for me to call my husband tomorrow and discuss the child support situation and get that straight before even mentioning about my possible pregnancy. He wants me to find out if he loves me for me and not just because the possibility of me being pregnant. He then adds that no matter what happens he'll always be here to support me.

I then begin to see my vision beginning to get blurry with the threat of impending tears just as he softly wipes the backs of his fingers from just under my left eye down to my chin as he jiggles and squeezes my left thigh with his other hand. He then surprises me when he asks me not to feel sad as I have him as a very loyal friend for anything I might need in my hard time whatever that is. He then adds that his arms, hands, shoulder and heart are here for me.

I slowly lay my head on his shoulder and whisper "I don't know if I'm more mad at him for what he did or more nervous at this point about the possibility of me being pregnant and having to stay with someone who did what he did." I say as I let a single tear fall unchecked from the inner corner of my right eye and land on his shoulder.

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After I finish talking I feel him give me a tight hug. I can't help but let my back involuntarily shudder beyond my control as I can feel all his love being transferred to me in that hug. With one hand still on my back he brings his other to my hair. He starts running his fingers through my hair which lowers my walls and I cant hold my tears back any more. They begin to fall like a storm from my eyes onto his shoulder.

My walls begin to fall faster than I thought possible. My body starts trembling more and my tears begin falling from my eyes faster. I guess he could see my need for more comfort than I was allowing myself so (while still holding my back with his right hand) he moves his left hand from my hair down to my arm running his fingers up and down for a moment before moving lower to my now shaking abs and begins to run his fingers up and down the side of my abs making them start to violently tremble. After a moment he moves even further down to my thighs feeling them jiggle before he even begins running his gingers up and down.

"Our. Wedding. Vows. Must. Mean. Nothing. To. Him. What. Have. I. Ever. Done. To. Deserve. This?" I say through my shaky breathing and impending sobs.

As soon as I'm done speaking I feel him grab the back of my thigh and slide me closer to him. I bend my legs as I feel him begin caressing my calf. I feel him jiggle and squeeze my calf as he continues to caress it from the back of my knee to just above my ankle. He holds my body for a couple min and just lets me sob. After we finally break the hug I feel my face entirely wet and covered with tears. I blush as I'm not used to anyone seeing me so vulnerable. I gasp a little as I'm surprised when I feel him kiss my still wet cheeks then wipe his hand across my cheeks from the outer corner to the inner corner. As soon as my tears are cleared I feel more tears begin falling making new paths on my cheeks.

Without any words spoken he looks into my eyes transferring every ounce of love he has as he continues to wipe my still falling tears every now and then. I give him a small smile letting him know how greatful and comforted I am as I let my tears continue to fall.