He gives me a !Lol of comp!eye brotherly love as he places one of his hands on my shin and pulls my quads with the other. I bend my legs so im.closer to him. I see him leaning a hand to my lips and then feel him softly begin to caress my trembling lips. Hos touch lowers my walls and makes my lips begin to.curl.

I can't help more tears begin to fill my eyes until they are about to spill. I feel him gently cup the back of my head and slowly, gently begin to guide me toward him so our faces are on!y inches apart. He then whispers telling me not to hold it in. That we can talk about it after. He immediately places his left hand on my.right cheek and caresses it with the backs of his fingers as he caresses my shins, calves and thighs with his other hand.

I open my mouth to speak as best as I can as it's still in a curl and utter "I. Dont. deserve. This." Through hitched breathing. I can't help but finally break down in soft sobs that begin to make my shoulders shake.

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As soon as I start sobbing I feel his hand that was on my legs being placed on my shoulder for support as they shake with the force of my sobs. He then brings his hand that was on my cheek down to my legs. He then begins to softly kiss the tears that are now beginning to streak my cheeks while he simultaneously comfortingly caresses and jiggles my thighs and calves.

He then whispers in my ear that I am doing a good job letting my emotions out and that no matter what he doesn't want me to try to stop myself as he is there to take care of me and all my emotions/tears. He then reminds me that we can just talk about it later after I've let out my emotions. Then he tells me not to forget how much he loves me (as a brother).

Those comforting words make my walls crumble even further and I lean just a slight bit forward placing my head on his shoulder as I continue to sob in his ear (this time slightly louder).

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He begins to rub his cheek against mine as my tears continue fall. I can feel my tears being transferred to his cheek.  He begins rubbing my shaking back while also caressing and jiggling my thighs and calves. I let my abs begin to crash against his as I feel him hold me tighter.

I continue to sob violent my in his arms for about five min before I can feel them starting to finally subside. I realize there are a few other people watching our embrace but I quickly push it aside, more focused on the comforting. (If it were any other situation I'd be extremely embarrassed right now showing my emotions so openly in public). I feel him softly pat my thigh, leaving his hand there for comfort as we finally break our hug. It seems he has taken on the maintenance duty as he begins wiping and kissing my tears and their streaks, as he has done so caringly every time I have been vulnerable in front of him. After all of my tears are clear he gives my thigh another soft pat as he asks if I'd like to finish our walk or go back to the apartment to talk.

"Although I'd love to finish our walk, I'm kind of tired and would love to just go back to the apartment and talk for a bit if that's ok." I answered honestly.

He gives my upper thigh a soft pat and squeeze before removing my thighs from his. He stands up and offers me a hand. We walk back to the apartment, him holding my shoulder as we walk back.

We get back to the apartment and sit. He looks at me and asks if I mind indulgeing him with what's on my mind.

"I'm not exactly sure." I begin trying to collect my thoughts. "I'm just so frustrated! My husband doesn't think I know what's going on and he's trying to pin his cheating on me saying I'm the one who's doing it." I finish not sure if I'm really making any sense right now.

He leans on my thigh telling me to never allow my husband to take my dignity as he knows I am not cheating. He suggests if he should ever bring it up again I should just point out the child support on his pays tub to prove whose the one cheating. I then feel him softly caress my left cheek from just under my eye all the way to my chin with the backs of his fingers. He then looks at me in such a loving and supporting way telling me not to be afraid. That he'll be here for me no matter what. He says he'll do everything in his power to keep me unharmed if things get violent.

"Thanks, but he's not true violent type. I mean I can see him yelling at me, but physically hurting me...I don't think he has it in him." I begin trying my best to explain. "See, everything was going fine between us (or so I thought) until about two yrs ago when he started to get a temper like I've never seen (just yelling no physical violence). I realize now that was when this all started (him cheating and getting another girl pregnant). I guess his anger stemmed from that in a way. But I didn't know it until last week so I didn't know what made him change into a totally different person almost overnight. I mean I get it now." I finished giving him a min to take it all in.

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