As my girl lies face down, I start working with her scalp, releasing all the tension that has been building there, slowly moving my way to her neck, dissolving all tension and knots that have developed there, continuing with her shoulders and back, delicately working muscle by muscle. I teasingly slide my hands to her arm, working on it, relaxing all the muscles she used for the packing of her stuff, then go to the other one.

I hear a sigh (or is it a sob?), startling me as I am very concentrated in making sure my girl relaxes fully.

As I feel her sigh I softly tell her: "It's ok, let it all out, the only way to allow good and positive things in your life is by being empty and ready to receive them. If you have something negative, it occupies a space in your heart and mind, and it won't allow good things to fill your heart, take out every negative thought and feeling and I'll fill your heart and soul with beautiful memories and feelings after."

I continue massaging, now I get to her rear, feeling her soft, shapely rear jiggle and wobble in my hands as her relaxed muscles mold with each knead.

As I finish with her rear and start the challenge of massaging her thighs without reaching the point of no return, I hear her sigh, but this time it sounds more like hitched breath as her back shakes lightly.

I focus on giving her the most relaxing massage, trying to not enjoy (as I usually do) the feeling of her sexy thighs and calves jiggling in my hands. I smile as I manage to relax her back and outer thighs completely, as well as her calves.

When I notice my girl shifting her face, I know it’s time to turn over. I ask her: “Baby, please turn over, it’s time to massage the other side of your beautiful body.”

She seems to, either, hesitate a bit, or was too comfortable that she’s taking her time to turn over.

I see big, round tears slip out of the outer corners of her eyes, leaving thick, shiny streaks on her temples. I lean and kiss one away, cupping her other temple, drying her streak as a tear reaches my finger.

I smile reassuringly and say: "Feel free to release it all, allow yourself to cry, no matter how hard, no matter how long, it's ok if you sob, I won't judge. I'll continue with the massage, I want you to relax completely."