Ohh, that's soo sweet Meantangerine !!! Thank you, i'm already better today and everytime i read your comments here it feels very comforting and reassuring. You're all a bunch of great people, i guess
And today i went to a job fair and placed my applications wherever i could. Now i think about making an astrology site, a dynamic one. Some astrologer made me an offer but i don't want to rush into it, i'll see what i do. Today i felt even about being rejected .

TorNorth , you're really funny, next time i'll post a clip with me crying if that's evocative to you.. I need to buy a better camera though, to film it in HD.. )) I'm joking, of course. i guess my lower lip was like the one in your profile picture . I didn't watch myself when i was sobbing, i know i look very ugly and pathetic and i feel embaressed even if no one's looking. i don't know why...But i do watch myself when i tear up or after i'm done crying. My eyes change color, from grey- hazel to aquamarine ..

Sorry, missed this thread earlier - hope you are doing better now. Job hunting is a serious pain and can be very disheartening - I know, I've been there too. Just keep plugging away and something will come up soon.

we'll see now, this week looks more promising in terms of jobs but nothing is ever sure..

Thanks i need a lot of luck, i still didn't find anything

Thanks a lot guys. In september i got a job at a kindergarden but things were not actually an improvement in the long run. Now i'm focusing on learning new things to be able to become a freelancer. I'm a bit low but i no longer cried..