I asked myself what people did with this strange fetish befor the internet! Theaters, funerals of course but you don't have the variety of youtube and online films. I agree with you that the fetish changed since I started to discuss tears with you on the board. I especially like the discussions because, in normal life you can't discuss anything like this with a normal person! Also relieved because I am not the only one having the fetish, like many of you wrote in their first posts.

It is.I just feel like what was once a passing interest has now become a passion and I dint know whether to be excited or disturbed. Lol

Yes and no. I joined the original board in 2010, and before that I was a little crazy and paranoid about my resources. I'd search the web for hours and not be able to find the one video I was looking for, and of course I was too scared to write anything down for fear of being found out. Since joining the forum, everything is neatly kept in one place. And talking about it definitely makes me feel more open and accepted, plus my boyfriend now knows about it and is fine with it. Living in a house, as opposed to a dorm or my parents' house, helps too.

It's been really nice finding this forum even though I've been rather quiet since finally signing up. It's really great to have a place to talk safely about this stuff without having to worry. 

I thought I was the only one who liked seeing people cry, so it was nice to find out I wasn't alone. My preferences haven't changed since I joined though