I might have another fetish.
Only since i was thinking aobut it now, i came to the conclusion that it might be a fetish (it even has a name). i like seeing men sleeping in bed, curled up in a blanket. there is this fetisch calles somnophilia, which goes in that direction, but in my case, there is nothing sexual involved. 
however there might be some issues with domination/submission involved, like seeing a men cry. it shows the men from their most vulnerable side - having a total lack of controll. i haven't analyzed it yet but it most go in that direction. however i don't know, why i have this. i never had a dominant father or the feeling that i was treated not equally as a women? so i dont know.