1 | Crying Discussion » extreme / extensive / intense crying » October 16, 2023 10:11 am |
- repressedjudie
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Amans lacrimae wrote:Even though I have to admit that I really love unrestrained, long, hard sobbing with lots of big tears and multiple thick streaks, I can also enjoy silent tears rolling unchecked down cheeks, even if thinner or in a single streak, what I can’t stand is covering face or wiping tears as soon as they show.
same! unchecked tears are a must for me, or the tears falling at a speed/volume where wiping them away doesn’t actually work. i mind it much less when it’s fabric, a pillow or a sleeve or someone’s shoulder, and you can see the tears soak into the fabric.
| Crying Discussion » extreme / extensive / intense crying » October 15, 2023 6:50 am |
- repressedjudie
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caircair wrote:
Especially if the full-on uncontrollable ugly sobbing is happening in spite of the crier's wishes. There's something about when someone (for me, a man) loses control and cries with a bit of humiliation thrown in. It makes the idea of comforting him that much more appealing.
yes, absolutely. there’s nothing like when someone fights as hard as they can not to cry but can’t stop or stifle it and absolutely falls apart when the dam breaks.
| Crying Discussion » extreme / extensive / intense crying » October 14, 2023 10:12 am |
- repressedjudie
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i know there are plenty of people on this board with their specific “thing”, the niche feature or type of crying that their fetish really zeroes in on, and mine is definitely… well, in a word, an excess of crying. lots of tears, big tears, tears pooling on surfaces or soaking fabric, long periods of time spent crying, heavy sobbing. just a little bit of crying doesn’t do it for me.
anyone else feel the same? what’s your favorite fix when this is what you’re craving? at this point i’ve taken to daydreaming scenarios.
| Crying Fiction » Interactive Fiction: Crying on Stream » July 26, 2023 6:04 am |
- repressedjudie
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Amans lacrimae wrote:
Hearing her boyfriend is shy, I reply: "I'll wait for him and hope he is interested." And after hearing her try to sing: "You have an extremely beautiful voice, I love how it breaks and the way you sob as tears stream down your cheeks in multiple streaks, you have no idea how much I would love to get to know you better and have the opportunity to wipe and, if you allow me, kiss your tears as I comfort you as best as I can."
It takes time for Anya to compose herself enough to respond, her face slowly growing soaked with tears, her whole body shaking with near-silent sobs. Tears drip onto her knees and run down her legs, falling constantly from her closed eyes.
Eventually, she opens her eyes and squints at the screen, giggling wetly. "You're very kind," she says, her voice obviously strained from sobbing. "I hope you enjoyed the show. I'll see you all next time."
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The next time Anya starts a stream, she hasn't started to cry quite yet. she sits calmly in her chair, spinning it slowly side to side in front of the camera, sipping from a water bottle, waiting for her audience. She has a pillow with her this time, hugged to her chest as she waits.
| Crying Videos » "bilibili" chinese crying videos (F) » June 23, 2023 7:24 pm |
- repressedjudie
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i've found a fantastic amount of crying videos on what looks like a chinese tiktok equivalent. here are some favorites!
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1. - one of my favorites. lots of unchecked tears and sobbing.
2. - great sobbing. and there's a cat!
3. - tears, snot, drool, tissues, and sobbing
4. - quiet sobbing and flowing tears
5. - short and sweet, silent falling tears
6. - a slowed-down video with fantastic falling tears
7. - sobbing audio
8. - crying starts about 4:30, multiple tear streaks, tissues, some sobbing
there are plenty of recommended videos after the video ends and on the sidebar, if you want to find more!
| Crying Fiction » Interactive Fiction: Crying on Stream » June 16, 2023 10:09 pm |
- repressedjudie
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NeedHerSobs wrote:
I would love to see you cry again. But only if you want and need to.
Anya smiles. "That's very sweet of you. I suppose it's a little sad to say I always want to cry, but I do, and this way, I get my feelings out, and you get to see me crying."
Amans lacrimae wrote:I think, if you're up to it, this one also involves your boyfriend, I'd love to see him hold your thighs and/or calves as you cry, hopefully sob, curled up in his arms. If he gives your thighs comforting pats as he kisses your tears, every now and then wiping your tear streaks, but mainly caress, pat and/or give comforting squeezes to your thighs/calves.
"My boyfriend's pretty shy, I'll try to get him on for another stream sometime soon. In the meantime..." Anya brings her legs up and turns her chair sideways slightly, so the camera shows the sides of her legs as she hugs her knees to her chest.
Amans lacrimae wrote:“Hello Anya, I’d love to hear you try to sing Unbreak my heart as you cry, are you up for the task?”
Anya reads the request aloud, then nods. Still hugging herself, one hand squeezing her calf gently, she hums briefly, then starts to sing. "Don't leave me in all this pain, don't leave me out in the rain, come back and bring back my smile, come and take these tears away..." her voice wavers, weak from crying but not quite breaking yet, and her eyes fill up with tears that cling to her lashes, threatening to fall. "I need your arms to hold me now, the nights are so unkind, bring back those nights when I held you beside me..."
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The tears start to fall, trailing down Anya's cheeks and dripping onto her knees. She hugs herself tighter and keeps singing. "Un-break my heart, say you'll love me again, undo this hurt you caused, when you walked out the door—" Anya's voice breaks. She hiccups a sob, tears falling quicker, but she doesn't stop. "[i]And walked out of my life, un-cry these tears, I cried so many nights, un-break my
| Introduce Yourself » Glad to meet you!!! » June 16, 2023 8:42 pm |
- repressedjudie
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welcome to the forum! wishing you well in your mental health recovery. i'd be very interested to read your self-obs, whenever you feel ready to share them.
| Crying Videos » Who have more videos from this deleted account? » June 9, 2023 8:08 pm |
- repressedjudie
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here's the full playlist, though i think you found pretty much all of them! the channel creator shared the unlisted playlist with this board.
| Crying Fiction » as seen on a train » June 2, 2023 1:09 am |
- repressedjudie
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There's a stranger sitting across from me on the train. She's young, pretty. Facing me, across the table between the seats, but looking out the window. She doesn't acknowledge me at all — fine by me, I'm painfully shy around strangers.
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She looks like she's going to cry.
It's hard to describe what it is about her expression that has me sure she's going to cry, and not just one of those people who look sad when they're not, or someone with really bright eyes. She doesn't really look upset, just sad and tired and worn-down, like she's been working too hard. Her mouth is pulled into a tense little line, less like a frown and more like she's trying to keep her lips from trembling.
She's definitely tearing up now. Her eyes look so full that I keep expecting the tears to fall, but they haven't yet. Her eyes just keep welling up with tears, beading on her lashes. I've never understood the turn of phrase eyes swimming with tears before, but hers really are, completely glossed over and shiny, visible pools of tears in both eyes, barely managing to not spill over.
The first tear overflows down her right cheek, right from the middle of her eye, trailing right down to her chin and dripping off. It lands on the sweater she's wearing, leaving an obvious damp spot. Another tear follows the same path, and drips another spot onto her sweater.
Then she blinks, and the tears seem to fall all at once. Most of the tears on the right side flow down the same path, pouring in a steady stream from the middle of her eye to her chin and dripping steadily onto her sweater. But a few tears don't follow the path, overflowing from each corner of her eye, trailing down her face.
On the left side, there's no established track for the tears to follow. They spill over in a deluge, uncountable, some rolling down her cheek and some falling straight down, landing on her sweater and her lap.
Her eyes are already filled with tears again, falling quicker now that the dam's been broken. I can
| Crying Fiction » Interactive Fiction: Crying on Stream » May 29, 2023 10:20 pm |
- repressedjudie
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Anya's eyes widen, and she laughs quietly through her tears as she reads the incoming messages. "You're all very eager, and I'm flattered, but I think you should spend some time in the park with someone you really care about. I'm sure there's someone in your life who would love the support of a shoulder to cry on."
[ a/n: sorry! not personally comfortable with roleplaying "public performer meets up with a stranger". if you'd like to write something about anya like that, feel free! but i don't feel comfortable carrying it out personally <3 ]NeedHerSobs wrote:I would ask, what does crying feel like for you?
Anya hums. A tear trickles from halfway down her cheek to her chin and drips off. "It feels like it's coming from deep in me. Like it's cleansing me, like the more I cry the more I can cry if I want to. Like unlocking doors. When it happens... my whole face gets hot, and I can feel the tears waiting to come. And there's a feeling in my chest, like an ache I didn't even notice getting looser and lighter." She closes her eyes. "I feel the tears on my face, on my neck... I like to see how much I can cry all at once. When I can't feel any individual track, just my face getting hot, my cheeks completely soaked. It goes through me like a wave, overpowering, ebbing and flowing."
She blinks at the camera, her eyes watery. Her lips tremble slightly. "Do you want to see me cry again?"