After listening intentively he replies lovingly that that both taking care of my tears as well as when my thighs and calves jiggle in his hands is a sense of utmost love and trust for him. With my tears he feels I trust him with my soul; with my thighs and calves he feels I trust him with my body. He feels like he's not trusted when people react differently.

"Well I certainly never meant to make you feel like that. It's nothing against you, I swear. It's my own personal thing, as I've mentioned. But I'm trying my hardest to improve so I can feel confident in giving you everything you want." I reply sincerely.

He replies asking if I think I'll reach my goal by our wedding day or at least feel comfortable by then with his gestures or if they're is anything else he could do to help me achieve them. I then feel him caress my inner thigh gently (my thigh didn't even jiggle).

I take his questions seriously and take a moment before answering. "Yes, I do think I'll reach my goal by our wedding, but I'm not sure how comfortable I'll be with your gestures unless we start working on that now. I mean our wedding is not just about me you need to be happy too." I say trying to explain as best as I could. "Please don't worry about NOT making my thighs jiggle today. we need a place to start and what is a better opportunity than this." I blurt out nearly without thinking.

No sooner than my words left my mouth did I see him lift his hand and felt him firmly pat my inner thigh. I took a deep breath and forcing myself to keep my muscles relaxed, let them jiggle completely unrestrained. Although I felt my face begin to flush and my breathing increase a bit no tears came to my eyes this time.

I hope his reaction was all he's dreamed of all these mos.

He smiled at my boldness as he quickly asked that he didn't know what made me become bold so fast but since he'd love to feel my muscles wobble in his hand, would I stomp my foot for him so I could make my muscles wobble.

I saw him then turn his eyes back to my thigh as he waited my response.

I took a deep breath and without too much thought (for fear I'd back out) said "ok" before lifting my right foot and stomping it hard on the ground. I took another deep breath as I let my thigh jiggle unrestrained in his hand.

I looked at him for a min to gauge his reaction to my bold move. I could barely focus on anything other than a newly formed wet spot on his shorts.

"I guess you really liked my bold move." I began giggling a bit as I continued to look at his wet spot for a few more sec before lifting my head to look into his eyes. "Do you have enough energy for me to help you with another round? I mean in private of course." I finish asking as I finally realize I was slightly turned on myself by my bold move earlier.