repressedjudie wrote:

NeedHerSobs wrote:

You look so beautiful when you weep, Anya. When you're able to release and sob openly, I'd love to see how your belly convulses with the force of your emotions.

Amans lacrimae wrote:

As soon as I hear Anya read a request of showing her belly convulsing I gather the courage to ask, worst case scenario is a rejection, still, I ask: "Anya, if you decide to accept the previous request, would you mind showing a full body capture, I'd love to see you sobbing, especially your legs."

Anya's voice breaks into sobbing hiccups as she reads the messages aloud, but she manages to get through them. "You're all so sweet to me," she chokes out, smiling at the screen, and stands up from her desk, pushing the chair out of the way and stepping back to show her whole body, down to the middle of her shins. She's wearing bike shorts that hug tightly to her upper thighs, and a fitted t-shirt. She pulls the shirt up and ties it in a knot, revealing her stomach, already hitching slightly with soft sobs.

She hugs herself around the chest for a moment, squeezing tight, then drops her arms back to her sides and begins to sob in earnest, her face crumpled, fresh tears streaming down her cheeks, some landing on her shirt and some falling to the ground. Her thighs quiver and her stomach jerks as she sobs, quietly at first and then louder. After a minute of sobbing, she hugs herself again, her face now soaked with tears.

Mmm, so beautiful, so sensual. Someone would be very lucky to comfort her, hold her shaking body in his arms, kiss the tears off her cheeks and feel his shoulder soaked.

First of all, my sincere sympathies for your loss. I'm sure we all wish you support and easing of pain.

Second of all, this fetish can definitely be difficult to compartmentalize. It may help if you can remember that it's just another way of venting emotions, as much as talking about them jn general is. Everyone has their own way of mourning. It may be that you'll discover your own way that works for you, with or without tears. It's perfectly okay to feel uncomfortable at a time like this, and I don't think anyone would blame you for it. If you're accepting them, I'm sending you a warm bear hug along with my good wishes for your healing in whatever time is right for you.

That sounds like it could be really hot.

Amans lacrimae wrote:

I love the trust and intimacy they have with each other, a cherry on the pie would have been if one of them (or both) gathered the courage to wipe the other’s tears from the cheeks.

Mmm, I like the way their friendship develops through the story. The characters really do feel like family by the end. I thought about including more forms of physical touch but I wasn't sure if I wanted to give it the suggestion of being too "romantic."

Nothing too fancy about this, but it gave me a bit of heartwarming. A friend of mine texted a few days ago asking for company because she was going through a personal crisis. She's been struggling with health issues for a while now and an argument with her mother put her over the edge, and she was now having difficulty coping with her emotions. She was taking an Uber home from work, so I met her at her apartment to keep her company for a few hours.

We spent most of the evening cuddling on her bed or talking softly. I was gently scritching her head or her back and shoulders, trying to ease her tension and feeling of touch starvation. At a few points she pulled me in very close and buried her head in the crook of my neck. I kept wondering if she was going to cry and eventually she did. It was brief, only lasting a few minutes, and not particularly intense, but I felt the her facial muscles tighten against the side of my head as she scrunched up with grief, and I looked to see her eyes closed tight with tears squeezing out of them and trickling sideways down, and her mouth clenched with grief.

I let her nuzzle against the back of my arm, and felt the wetness of her cheek on it, as she took occasional sniffles and fluttering breaths. I was wondering if she would sob. I've had her sob on me before, and enjoyed it, but nothing came out this time.

Still, it was a cozy and intimate experience and she thanked me afterwards, saying she felt better enough to get through the night, which I was glad of.